Hi. Okay, I quit my work already, thnkkz to my health this few days. Okay, my christmas $104 flew away already. I got my course already, service skills tourism, my first choice. Okay! Hopefully Denise will be in the same course and lastly of course same class. I don't know if Johnathan will be in the same course not because his first choice was Business service, and that's what he said. I think it's the office one. Both of them need to wait till night then able to check, because one is outside and one is working D: Alright, now bf is cooking my fav curry noodle with vege and hotdog for me. HAHA. Shall enjoy my meal later. Byebye. :D



Okay, know what?? Yesterday I just found out something, and quarreled with bf. He actually don't care when I leave. How sad can this be. Had been crying for hours, feel so miserable. My bf actually don't care anymore. Because of my swollen eyes, I can't go for work today, and also. My stomach feeling so unwell. Diarrhea from yesterday till now my stomach still not okay yet. Do you know why I cried? You don't care anymore. Know my second time N level result was so badly done. And you still can't spare me a feeling. You should know the feeling, but you don't even care. You asked me, who's more important, but do you know when you ask that, my heart just broke into pieces. Do you know why I was so angry towards you? It's because you didn't tell me, and you still need me to ask you, you still lie in the first place. This means what you know, we don't have the trust. Every couple should have trust in the relationship to let the relationship goes on. I really wondering, if this continue, how long can we lasts? Few more days? Few more months? or... Yesterday night I really wish there's someone who will bring me for rounding. At least my stress won't follow me for long. Yesterday I gave it a thought, why am I so useless, why I still didn't manage to promote even it's the second try. I really wondering, this is only the N level. How silly can it be... I just disappoint my parents so extremely much. Hopefully I can have a new start in ITE. I got a feel for pastry and baking, I feel like making desert for my love one, see them eat and their smiles. And lastly, I saw moth in my room for the whole day, wondering is it my grandmother who came back? three more days to her birthday, miss her so extremely much. Alright, my stomach not feeling good now, ciaos.



Welcome myself first! It'd been so many months that I didn't post anything on blog. This time round, I'm gonna make it alive :D Okay, firstly, I failed again this time round. Second time of my N level, I still cannot make it, and I did it worse than the first time. How silly, how joke is that. Omg. But something I must say, this year is seriously harder than last year. Okay, this is the first time I cried because of my studies. Because I just wasted one year of my life, I did nothing, had been sleeping in class, didn't learn much this year, except Physic, but!! My biology dragged me down. I can't blame anyone but myself. So I must keep on going, don't give up! Every courses in Nitec I can take it. But just that I don't know what course I got interest in it. Anyway, Congrats everyone who got promoted to secondary 5.



Today is just a unlucky day for me! Yesterday didn't eat dinner and morning went to meet baby at 163 ate wanton mee and recess took 2 curry puffs, and during mathematics lessons my gastric start. So painful, and Geography lesson next, chatting with Gelene and Denise, my gastric feel much better. Today's Assembly just boring to the max. Had Breaded Fish Fingers at Jack's Place with baby, don't really like the service there, :@ Headed to Lotone, on the way there my gastric start again, I just freaking hate it, even I eat gastric still came, -'- Baby and I wanted go Lotone buy couple ring but due to my gastric, he send me home straight, accompany me when I'm not feeling well, Thanks baby, love you muacks! You're just unlike other guys. Thanks everyone who felt happy for me to get back with him, Just that a lot people ask me in school today, LOL. Baby say he wants to buy those jewelry shop ring than couple lab ring, I was like, you can buy it when you going to marry, LOL. HAHA! K, 9pm show starting soon, and my gastric haven't recover, shall eat my waffle and wait for that show to start. Byebye.









It'd been so long since i update my blog. So I shall take this chance to blog when maple is under maintenance. This few days, had been playing maple non-stop. Morning till mid-night. So lifeless. Shall really start on my subjects before it's too late, i won't want to retain again. Just now so freaking bored, nothing to do. And I thought of you, the times we had. Look through the messages again, seriously, i should ask myself to get a life. It'd been the past. It's all over, all it left was memories, at least the memories is still here with me, I'm glad :D Meimei went overseas yesterday. She won't be at home for 4days, Friday she would be back, gonna miss her like crazy! And, one stupid thing I did. I anyhow add my skills because I got a SP reset, (bishop) I forgot I didn't reset my skills, and the SP reset expired. Maybe I should throw away my bishop. Quite happy that my hunter became ranger already, JYJY, one day I will be a bowmaster :D K, I'm so waiting for time to pass. 4pm come fast please! I'm rotting nao.