Date : Saturday, August 28, 2010
Time : 3:22 PM
Title : 爱情不能做比较
Time : 3:22 PM
Title : 爱情不能做比较
Slept @ 8.45pm yesterday, till morning 11am. I didn't know that i'm a pig LOL! Seeing you so happy, commenting everything to wrote, i don't think i got the right to step in your life. Heh. Doing lots of stuff, but i think i didn't even move a bit of your heart. what else is there to do when you don't even want to give up on her. You don't even want to give up, am i going to be a idiot waiting till you give up and seeing you fall for someone else? What i want when i got such thinking? When i post something, i think you don't even want to take a look, when she post something, you press on her profile and comment, chat with her. I really got no where else to write this, so first thought is @ my blog. Played audition with jiafeng just now, every single game, he dced. haha, noob computer he got :)
Date : Friday, August 27, 2010
Time : 7:24 PM
Title : Tired,
Time : 7:24 PM
Title : Tired,
Was fucking tired this few days, i wondering why -.- Why cant put picture!! Something Mr Chua did yesterday scared me, nearly cry out x.x It was like what the hell! On my way home, when i saw that message you sent me, i felt sad out of a sudden. Why cant we be friend? Why must we be strangers? I really don't understand. Went buy the dog for him today, really hope he will like it and treasure it even he don't like me, i don't mind, but just treasure the dog :) Today didn't really study, was really tired just now, keep on yawn and yawn. And went Ivin's condo eat, that guy say long time didnt saw us le, LOL. He still got mark the date when we come LOL! Headed to 163 packet food home for family, that aunty over there say, she used to say me in school uniform, cant recognize me in home clothes, LOL! Bus home and home sweet home :) Play ninja wars, going rest uh :)
Date : Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Time : 5:19 PM
Title : =^^=
Time : 5:19 PM
Title : =^^=
yesterday got back quite a lot of result, and i got lousy result -.- English 49.3/100 Maths i cant really remember, physic 16/50 Biology 25.5/50 so combine science FAILED :) 41.5/100 Mother Tongue 58/100 SS 11/50. Geography 2/50 LOL. Nice marks hur? :) Combine and it's 13/100 :D LOL. How to pass my "N" Level sia, ART teacher still haven't say out our result, and i know it will also be cui! Passed 1 subject and that's chinese, how smart can i be? LOL! Need to study study study but feel so tired this few days. Saw something that makes me don't like it. You're happy and that's the most important point uh. Even i don't like, what can i do? NOTHING :) I could do is just think and think, continue thinking till i'm tired. I don't even know when will it be my turn, LOL. Today i ask ziyan to read out the horoscope, and mine doesn't look good. Nvm i shall not say anymore, Just played ninja wars and getting ready for my sleep time :D Goodnight everyone ^^
Date : Monday, August 23, 2010
Time : 9:33 PM
Title : In a mess,
Time : 9:33 PM
Title : In a mess,
Haiz, I'm thinking right now, my mind is in the mess, :( I don't like this feel. Who do i really like? I suddenly think of you :( Am I a bitch that have a unstable heart like what you said? I'm sorry that I hurted you, I know i hurted you deeply. Give me some time to clear my "N" Level and I'll start to find out who do i really like. I left 19 days, And tomorrow left 18 days. I really need to buck up. If not ITE is open for me :( Went to school and collect my result, most of the paper still not yet marked finish, and heard from dear, my English paper 2 got 28/ 80, What the hell ._. Why did i done so badly this time? :( My maths is another worse case, 22/80. Heh, funny marks i get yeah? Disappointed in myself. How i gonna get good result for my grandmother? Talk big than action, zzz! I don't wanna disappoint my grandmother, seriously this time i must score for her, my beloved grandmother ♥. Went railway mall with dear, choonhan, roy and fabian to eat laksa :) LOL. Choonhan keep tempt me to eat a lot of stuff :( LOL! Rain after we eat finish, we could only slack nearby, walk in and out looks lifeless. Went his house downstairs to pass his the packet of sweet, and slack. Headed home @ 6pm. Sorry i didn't talk to you again, i just can't open my mouth to talk to you, i don't know why :( I got something to ask you, but ... Alright, shall stop here, after show is sleep time ♥ :)
Went out just now, went central to buy the packets of sticky sweet for him ._. And headed to OG bought the watch :D love it so much k? :) Sadded, he got nothing to say, no topic to say, and I'm bored the whole day -.- Tomorrow going pass him that sweet, feel like eating pasamalam corn LOL! Youtube hi my sweetheart, some of it cant watch, somehow of skip some part, i don't like but i downloaded PPlive and i don't know how to use, how stupid am i? LOL. Tomorrow gonna get my result back, w/o getting the paper i knew the result would be sucks! I done badly for it. But i will do my "N" level properly for my grandmother, i will try my best. Few more days "N" level starting soon, awwz.
Had my last paper yesterday, it was like cui._. 1hr30mins i done with my art, you can know how cui it is LOL. I was waiting for your message after your training, was like a retard waiting and waiting but i saw you and jiafeng @ pasamalam, I was like x.x Really ran out of topic to chat already, every time thinking of any topic, my head bursting soon. Sorry that i asked you down without saying any words to you, x.x I can only post it here, i cant hide my feeling other where else, and you don't have to feel like a betrayer alright, if you feel that, then i'm a bitch that hurt him? Really hope you will treasure the thing i gonna give you, not to throw it aside :( And i will ask her how bad are you to make me not to fall for you. Woke up late in the morning, 11++ chat with dear and asked sister to buy the sticky sweet for me :) gonna watch hi my sweetheart now :)
Took maths and geog paper today, shag. Maths was still ok, at least still got some question came out when morning i take a look at the paper that teacher give me, geog paper was just shag! Study yesterday but the paper was asking some question the i don't even understand. Haiz, maybe ITE is open for me for next year. Went buy drawing block after that, slack with kok bing @ his house nearby but he didn't even know, and he WENT OUT :( LOLOLOL! fml k? ._. Then helped him ask something, don't wanna say it out, it's nothing much to do with me. I feel like buying it but i scared he will just leave it there like nothing :( if i really buy, i at least need to save up for 5 days to have enough money to buy that. I really scare my effort will just gone. Afraid that he don't even want to accept it >.< Came home quite early today, but went to sleep. i havent do my art, haiz. maybe need to burn mid-night oil le. Scary! Awwwwz.
Today really didn't mean to force you or whatever, i didn't know i got the wrong idea to you, maybe everything i did was already got bad impression for you, well i cant say anything, really feeling shag after exam, dear teach me so many about geog, my brain!! >.< A river is a body of water flowing in a channel LOL! Actually i can only remember this short and sweet sentence, haha! Feeling something bad is going to happen to me soon, :( Maybe i should have mentally prepare, i should say what i want to say, do what i wanna do, that wont make me regret! :/ Haiz. SHAGGGGG! Lifeless this few days, can only stay under your block to revise my homework, actually is i want to see you x.x I didn't know i said something that look like threatening/forcing you :/ Feeling so cold right now, am i going to fall sick soon, and is there anyone who can take care of me during if i'm sick? :( I don't think so, but i wish you will, LOL i'm been thinking too much, you will never do that :)
Yea, back to post :) was thinking quite alot of thing(s) today. And i cant even concentrate on my exam, keep on think and think, awwz. Feel so afraid to know the answer but somehow next time i still need to know. Maybe i'd been thinking too much, zzz I really dont want to give up. But i find you cute :/ Why must you keep use excuses to ask me give up :( Am i so lousy? What should i really do? Really confusing now, haiz. Nvm i should end here, going out later, :(
Fuck my life thanks, i tried making the music for my blog but cant find the sound i want, :(
Finally done with my blog music!! =^^=
Luv my blog song to the max can? :)
awwzxc, i don't know should i say out my feeling? :< should i write out? Feeling awful keeping inside, :/
i don't know, i scared my love for you grow more than last time :( but what can i do? nothing i can do, so i can just only to pretend to be friend with you :( Went meet him to return the money to him, thanks jiaqi for accompany me, if not i'll be bored to death, then LRT home with jiaqi and joel. while walking home, the rain pours on me! :( And my teeth makes me feel like pulling it out, so irritating. stop crapping le :( Byebye ^^v.
/hehe, finally done with my new blog, come and tag yeah <3.
`/ i'm sorry that i hurted you, forget about me and start anew uh ^^v. Like how a new blog is created by me. i know that saying is easy than those action you need to do, but @ least you need to give it a try. w/o trying, you wont success.
Date : Sunday, August 22, 2010
Time : 9:59 PM
Title :
Time : 9:59 PM
Title :
Went out just now, went central to buy the packets of sticky sweet for him ._. And headed to OG bought the watch :D love it so much k? :) Sadded, he got nothing to say, no topic to say, and I'm bored the whole day -.- Tomorrow going pass him that sweet, feel like eating pasamalam corn LOL! Youtube hi my sweetheart, some of it cant watch, somehow of skip some part, i don't like but i downloaded PPlive and i don't know how to use, how stupid am i? LOL. Tomorrow gonna get my result back, w/o getting the paper i knew the result would be sucks! I done badly for it. But i will do my "N" level properly for my grandmother, i will try my best. Few more days "N" level starting soon, awwz.
Date : Saturday, August 21, 2010
Time : 2:58 PM
Title : Disappointment,
Time : 2:58 PM
Title : Disappointment,
Had my last paper yesterday, it was like cui._. 1hr30mins i done with my art, you can know how cui it is LOL. I was waiting for your message after your training, was like a retard waiting and waiting but i saw you and jiafeng @ pasamalam, I was like x.x Really ran out of topic to chat already, every time thinking of any topic, my head bursting soon. Sorry that i asked you down without saying any words to you, x.x I can only post it here, i cant hide my feeling other where else, and you don't have to feel like a betrayer alright, if you feel that, then i'm a bitch that hurt him? Really hope you will treasure the thing i gonna give you, not to throw it aside :( And i will ask her how bad are you to make me not to fall for you. Woke up late in the morning, 11++ chat with dear and asked sister to buy the sticky sweet for me :) gonna watch hi my sweetheart now :)Back to post,
pissed off, i told her to help me buy, she do care was only play play play, she think that ahma wont know that she lied to mum and went out play. ahma surely was so disappointed in her, my currently mood now is damn pissed off _|_
Date : Thursday, August 19, 2010
Time : 9:48 PM
Title :
Time : 9:48 PM
Title :
Took maths and geog paper today, shag. Maths was still ok, at least still got some question came out when morning i take a look at the paper that teacher give me, geog paper was just shag! Study yesterday but the paper was asking some question the i don't even understand. Haiz, maybe ITE is open for me for next year. Went buy drawing block after that, slack with kok bing @ his house nearby but he didn't even know, and he WENT OUT :( LOLOLOL! fml k? ._. Then helped him ask something, don't wanna say it out, it's nothing much to do with me. I feel like buying it but i scared he will just leave it there like nothing :( if i really buy, i at least need to save up for 5 days to have enough money to buy that. I really scare my effort will just gone. Afraid that he don't even want to accept it >.< Came home quite early today, but went to sleep. i havent do my art, haiz. maybe need to burn mid-night oil le. Scary! Awwwwz.
Date : Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Time : 8:01 PM
Title : shag in my life,
Time : 8:01 PM
Title : shag in my life,
Today really didn't mean to force you or whatever, i didn't know i got the wrong idea to you, maybe everything i did was already got bad impression for you, well i cant say anything, really feeling shag after exam, dear teach me so many about geog, my brain!! >.< A river is a body of water flowing in a channel LOL! Actually i can only remember this short and sweet sentence, haha! Feeling something bad is going to happen to me soon, :( Maybe i should have mentally prepare, i should say what i want to say, do what i wanna do, that wont make me regret! :/ Haiz. SHAGGGGG! Lifeless this few days, can only stay under your block to revise my homework, actually is i want to see you x.x I didn't know i said something that look like threatening/forcing you :/ Feeling so cold right now, am i going to fall sick soon, and is there anyone who can take care of me during if i'm sick? :( I don't think so, but i wish you will, LOL i'm been thinking too much, you will never do that :)
Date : Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Time : 7:01 PM
Title : I'm afraid,
Time : 7:01 PM
Title : I'm afraid,
Yea, back to post :) was thinking quite alot of thing(s) today. And i cant even concentrate on my exam, keep on think and think, awwz. Feel so afraid to know the answer but somehow next time i still need to know. Maybe i'd been thinking too much, zzz I really dont want to give up. But i find you cute :/ Why must you keep use excuses to ask me give up :( Am i so lousy? What should i really do? Really confusing now, haiz. Nvm i should end here, going out later, :(
Date : Monday, August 16, 2010
Time : 7:19 PM
Title : FML please ^^v.
Time : 7:19 PM
Title : FML please ^^v.
Fuck my life thanks, i tried making the music for my blog but cant find the sound i want, :(
Finally done with my blog music!! =^^=
Luv my blog song to the max can? :)
awwzxc, i don't know should i say out my feeling? :< should i write out? Feeling awful keeping inside, :/
i don't know, i scared my love for you grow more than last time :( but what can i do? nothing i can do, so i can just only to pretend to be friend with you :( Went meet him to return the money to him, thanks jiaqi for accompany me, if not i'll be bored to death, then LRT home with jiaqi and joel. while walking home, the rain pours on me! :( And my teeth makes me feel like pulling it out, so irritating. stop crapping le :( Byebye ^^v.
Date : Sunday, August 15, 2010
Time : 4:50 PM
Title : start of a new blog,
Time : 4:50 PM
Title : start of a new blog,
/hehe, finally done with my new blog, come and tag yeah <3.
`/ i'm sorry that i hurted you, forget about me and start anew uh ^^v. Like how a new blog is created by me. i know that saying is easy than those action you need to do, but @ least you need to give it a try. w/o trying, you wont success.
