愛 ت,

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Title : fml thanks,

back to post, didn't post for quite few days, currently i'm very pissed off. I trained so hard to level 40. But you just manage to help me level 46 when you even bought 2x, you're just wasting my money. I'm really disappointed. This few days many people are having PMS. Having their anger on me, just me!! Why must i be the one? Think twice, i helped you hang clothes, fold clothes, you even asked me to wash clothes. Why can't it be doris? Why must it be me? Everything is just me, only me. I'm really tired. Yesterday thought of something, and i cried. I really miss you so badly. I Love you, if there's a chance, i hope i wont repeat the same thing that makes me regret anymore, but now there's no more chance for me, the only chance is when i go up find you, being your cow or horse. I really felt so helpless, nothing in this world that i think i should live for, nothing!! Mum scold me, Dad also scold me, confiscated my sim card, what the hell i buy iphone for? Just for fun? -.- Sorry for having my anger on you, i really don't know what i should do, if i know that i will failed to get the ring, i wont play all day long just to get it. I would just spend my time studying, seriously i hope you understand, and i don't really know what i really want, just give up. I'm just a bad girl, please don't wait for me. Please fml, i wish i could just go find my beloved grandmother soon, i miss you.