愛 ت,

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Whole day feeling tired and weak. I don't know why, I don't feel weak last time, I going to die soon? :/ Contact time is the time i learnt most things, Mr Faizal teach us waves, i understand it clearly. Accompany jiafeng, sarah and jiaqi to plaza, wait for them to finish their food and came home cook maggi mee for myself, i love the maggi mee i cooked for myself, hehe. Sorry for letting you being sick, i didn't know you'll fall sick after the night wind :/ Take good care of yourself, if you need me to bring you to the doctor must tell me wor. Feeling bad to make you sick right now, :( But i can say, i'm trying real hard to please you in whatever you want, I don't know how to open my mouth to ask you out for movie again, thinking you will just reject me this time round. I hate being paranoid, fuck that feeling. I left my charger in school and i can't charge my phone right now, no batt soon. Feeling tired, going rest soon, :)

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Woke up from my sleep. And it's 8.12pm already, feeling weak. No strength to carry thing. What the hell is wrong with me, I feel that i'm dragging myself, I feel so heavy. It'd been 33 days, my confident is getting lesser and lesser and one day my confident will disappear in the air. And maybe my body disappear too :/ And everyone won't get to see me anymore :x