I don't know what happened to my finger and leg. I can't bend my finger, once i bend it, it hurt. I didn't hurt my leg but when i walk i feel the pain too. What's wrong with me. After school went 163 with jiafeng, eat with co. and headed to 7-eleven to buy something. After that went to give him and headed back home. When walking towards his house, i nearly faint, the sun was so hot, whole body was hot too. And i don't wish him to get mistaken by buying him something is with motive. I really no motive at all, why can't you accept? I didn't mean that after accepting my stuff and you need to accept me too. I know you just don't like me, i won't put so much hope or i won't put any hope in anymore, the more hope i put, the more hurt i will get in the end, somehow i feel that, we're just fated to be friend, it'd been 36days, but you just don't get touched or what, or maybe i didn't do anything that can touched you, i really don't know what i should do next, maybe i should not think too much and let's natural takes place. Maybe one day, the very one day i will just give up. Nothing much i can do. I seriously hate people who break what they'd promised, you fucking promise me that you let me, but why you threaten me? I fucking hate the feeling when someone threaten me, and you said if you die, i'm to blame, then why do you want to promise me in the first place. Fucking asshole. Seriously i want to go explore old changi hospital, it looks fun :D