愛 ت,

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Title : i'msad.

:( Starting of my post with a sad face! I feel damn shag now, i feel like having it, but why am i hesitating? Talked to jin hui till 3am, LOL. Meeting him later on, going town with him too, might catch a movie. I want to contact you, but i'm afraid i fall too deep for you, thanks for treating me so nice.

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Title : Love you so muchy.

Falling in love with you. Today is the last day of work, but i'm sick. So i didn't work today. Wanted to visit doctor just now, but chatting with dear, almost 4pm, registration closed. LOL. Visiting doctor tomorrow. Feeling bit bit of shag now. Maybe i should follow what dear said :) Hehe. Meeting him later on, slacking under my block, ciaos.

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Title : icant.

When to sentosa yesterday, so fun! I enjoyed my day, thanks :) working today and Thursday, won't be working anymore, great! :) Tomorrow going baibai ahma, dont know how to buy the duck drum for her, sobsobs!

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Title : inothappyatall.

Heh! I not happy at all k! :@ Tomorrow is Christmas already, and today is Christmas eve. My grandmother birthday :( Feel like going find her, sobsobs. Now bit breathless and throat damn pain! Later how am i going to say, thank you, LOL. Shag si wo le laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

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Title : Thanks.

Thanks for caring, you're over concern but i like the way you care. Today damn shag. Wanted go bugis buy my clothes and see if got any bag i like, but after jun hua dont want go, yvonne also dont want go. Bored like hell and i went to buy one tube, but the taste is like extremely weird. And jun hua suddenly ask me come out, he want bring me go out. But i went to buy one more tube, he took it from me, :( Sad sia. Now damn sleepy le after running so many place to buy, but he took two away, and he came up slack awhile, and he just went off. Aiyo. Tomorrow working still want go friend's house play mahjong ah! Ciaos, off to sleep.

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Title : :)

This few days eat so much, i was wondering i gained how many kg, haha! Tomorrow is sita birthday, i bought a meltykiss for her. Hope she will like it, sita don't angry eh! Smile k? Angry not pretty eh! :) I wrapped the chocolate for her, omg, it's like not nice :( Too long never wrap present eh. Awwww. I will post it one day when i'm free :D So tired and full. Tomorrow is the day, every N level students getting back their result :D So happy! ^^v. I don't mind i going where after i see my result, don't need see also know i going ite. LAUGH!

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Title : iloveyooos.

Omg, I'm back to post. Just saw my primary school class photo, i look so nerd, haha. Gongahdai :D Someone don't let me post out what happened yesterday! :( Went lotone bought my ear studs. And i didnt know that my nose piercing not gone yet, it's like so easy to pierce it back. I not enough ear studs due to one is currently on my nose. Today i was like so hungry can? I ate my char siew rice, eat two tuna buns, eat one strawberry ice-cream eat one packets of mini donuts, laugh! In a row!! I'm so gonna be a big fat sotong soon (^@^) Hehe. Later i'm sure i'll be hungry, gonna eat more tuna buns? :D This few days, keep on thinking of eating chocolates, sweets and ice-cream :P I wanted to post alot of things but i can't remember what i wanna post :@

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Title : Iwantgoflykite.

Tan Jun Hua, saw yourself in my blog? :)

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Title : holdmyhand.

Protect me, fight for me, kiss me, love me, hold me, laugh with me. But don't make me fall, if you don't plan to catch me.

Happy Birthday Yap Choon Han :D

I not feeling well today, sore throat! Can i not work today? :( I want go jack place eat my fish finger tomorrow! :(

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Title : memories.

I just dreamt of something terrible, i hope it won't happen. Maybe this few days you might choose not to contact me anymore. But no worries, I'm prepared :) Hope you and your girlfriend lasts forever k? ^^v. Must invite me to your wedding hor! :D But i want to have some fun days with you to keep it as a memories, can I? :B

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Title : ^^v.

I suddenly feel like laughing at myself. How stupid can I be? Please stop treating me so good, I know *yditmmfilwy*, but I can only blame my heart. It's always unstable like the past. I thought, I know I hurt quite a lot of my ex(s) when i said break, but i want you all to know, not i wanted it. Love cant be force, if not, it's not love anymore. I know how you all feel when i said break but i also had been hurt before. Everyone will have the first time i bet.
Dear, you said that i must think for them, but do they think for me? I know why you want me to do that, but don't you find it so unfair, if you're me, you'll find it unfair too. Not that i don't want listen to you, just that i can't take it anymore. :(
End my day with something i want to say, hehe :)
Time doesn't mean anything. Even i'm with you for long time, doesn't mean you belong to me, no feeling means no feeling, if i can still choose, i will still give up on you and i will go find my true love :) I choose to live on because i still finding my true love, i won't hold on to long time with no love. Hope you find your true love :D

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Title : :)

Hey, TJH, don't stalk my blog, please tag before you go! :D

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Title : youknowhowmuchimissyou.

This few days, I'm so free :D Tomorrow will be my rest day again :) I don't know why myself so pissed off yesterday, moodswing like hell, thanks dear, sarah and sing hua for being my listening ears ^^ I hope after days i will be fine :D Please let me nag for few more days, haha. Yes, i'm sad, i'm shag, i didn't know what to do. But i'm sure i can make it ^^ But i need a shoulder to cry on, i seriously don't know what to do.

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Title : I'm a pig.

Yes, I'm happy with the life i'm having now. Happy to see this?

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Title : Shag,

Freaking shag this few days, Mind is thinking so much. Please stop being a stalker if you're one. If yesterday making/saying me makes you feel better, go on say, i don't mind. Anyway, like i said, i didn't force you to hold on to this love, i asked you give up long ago. So don't ever blame everything at me. Ray damn cute today, he took a bag here, say he need a sasa bag, in the end, i took sasa bag for him, he said middle bag, damn cute la :D I hope i can just control my heart, stop falling in love with the wrong person, :@ ! Thanks jun hua for riding me home last night, had some chat before i came home, your stupid house is freaking far, so many staircase, NOOB :D

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Title : baby pooh.

Mixed up feeling. Shag can? Yesterday night, fuck all 190 bus, all full, i take NR3 bus, $3.50 when i just top-up my own $5. Tonight, i hope i can take 190 bus home, reached home at 1am. Bus stop at sunshine place, walking home alone at night is damn scary, don't like it at all :@ One phrase to end my blog is EVERYTHING IS FATED.

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Title : Stereo love.

Back to post, thanks jun hua for riding me at night to dou fong and next day i wake up with flu. And thanks for yesterday taking me for breakfast and drive me to work ^^ Yesterday appetite sucks, not feeling well, nearly faint during work, but lucky i got feng you :D Thanks norsita for the cab yesterday night, homed and not feeling really well, but lucky i can fall asleep before 1am, keep on wake up, and have some weird dream. Going out to class BBQ soon, ciaos :)