愛 ت,

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Title : Becauseloveneverdies.

You have the power to make my fears and dreams come true. For my greatest dream is being with you and my worst fear is losing you.

No more, :'(

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Title : tweetwithme:)

No longer the same as before!

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Title : 101th roses,

I can't believe you were the one to build me up and tear me down, like an old abandoned house.

What you said when you left, just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep.

Maybe I'm too naive.

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Title : isitsametoyou?

*@* , ! Even though i don't know why you this few days treat me so cold, but I ...

Seriously i miss those days back too, hopefully that text you sent to me was saying about me. I miss the way you sneak in my room, hug me. I miss the times you care for me. I miss the time when we go sentosa, whole day having fun with you. I guessed that's the only day that you accompany me whole day even we're with sita and co., I really enjoyed it because you're there. I miss you bringing me to weird place to slack. I miss the way you always put my hand on your waist when you're riding. I miss you sweet talk with me ^^. I miss you telling me that the tweetybird only meant for you and me to hug, even though I don't know are you still hugging it to sleep. I miss slacking with you almost every night till late late. I miss texting with you because you ain't texting me anymore. I miss those times we work together and I can get to see you. Maybe I'm one sided now. Maybe you don't care anymore. Maybe you won't even come my blog to see anymore. I really miss you. I wanna tell you even we're not friend like now, nothing change. Maybe you'd changed, but I'm still the same. ♥

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Title : 99th roses.

Went out with qing ai de whole day, went lotone popular bought her books and went to have my lunch. Chat whole day, till 10.10pm. Having flu during night time just now, qing ai de still book a day of pg day with me, gonna come up my house and have a party, laugh! Cute! :D Now my stomach is so hungry :( It's calling for food, aww. No food for tonight. Ren! ^^v. Shit! Tomorrow got a lot tests and i didn't study for it. Off to sleep, :D Goodnight.

Guess what? I miss the day you sneak in my room ♥ What about you? LOL.

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Title : youmademyday.

Thanks for making my day. ^^. I'm so happy you know? :D Haha. Mr Eddy's voice sexy to the max! It made me laugh like mad. Sorry that i laugh in front of you but you know it's really funny to the max :/ I look so bad, I'm the one to cause kelvin and yusof to laugh too. But seriously I did tried not to laugh, Omggggggggg. :/ Haha, not gonna have dinner tonight, ciaos.

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Title : takemeplease.

Got 4 periods free today, cool. Chitchatting with sisters outside art room. I failed my maths test and i went for A.C.T today. Seriously, my maths cui! I thought i could do, but i forgot everything. Mean , standard deviation? :O I didn't know i can't memories it in my mind even for just days or weeks. Having gastric pain during maths A.C.T, manage to complete the assignment that miss lee gave. I'm waiting and waiting, ~

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Title : youmademesmile,

Wow. My leg is aching. Super super suan. So swee, my maths algebra got 2/10. I so long never do algebra, haven't done any algebra assignment for her, she asked me to do the pop quiz, gg! Fall asleep in social studies lesson, didn't manage to copy finish the notes, LOL. No time for me to rest, :( Wow, just now i saw my biology second test, i got 20/25. Hehe, happy die me! :D I need to hand in three algebra exercise to miss lee tomorrow, exercise 1a, 1b and 1c. Shag. How to do laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?! Off to my lalaland first :/ Goodnight ^^

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Title : Tweety,

Wow! This weekend I got no time to rest. Watched who r u with Doris Choo, Jason and jinhui. I don't get the ending, and it's not scary at all. Walked paragon and far east plaza, it's like kinda sian! Then my parents came to fetch me and doris for dinner as Jason going visit his grandfather and jinhui booking in camp. I'm so freaking tired, off to sleep with my tweety pajamas :) goodnight ^^

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Title : I'mtiredofgivingup.

Why? I just want to let my feeling fade by itself, because I don't meant to be yours. Do we really have to be like a strangers that don't contact each other? I really tired. Every songs I heard, some I thought of you, ain't the same? I never asked to be close, but just like what a normal friend do? Is that very hard? Or you find me disturbing you?

Yesterday went jurong point shopping with choonhan. I love shopping with her! :D bought one high waist skirt and one high waist shorts. Seriously, from now on, I'm not going to eat dinner, or even my dinner will be fruits. Be healthy! :) no food after 6pm.

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Title : Whatiwantedsaytoyou.

Seriously I dont get it! Why you last time ask me if we can still remain as friend but now you are the one who choose not to contact, I thought only ex and ex break up then wont contact, but we're just friends what! Is there any wrong loving anyone? I don't find any wrong loving anyone, at most we cant be together only what. If it meant to be your it will, if it don't meant to be yours it will never be yours. I know this simple things about love. But why would you have such thinking? Seriously this few days I miss you like hell, but you choose not to be friend with me anymore. If you really want to choose this path, I will respect your decision. And if you find that I hate you, you will be happy, tell me, I will if you want. Even if we're not friends already. Hope you will still treasure the tweetybird I gave you :)

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Title : isthiswhatyouwant?

Do what makes you happy, be with who makes you smile, laugh as much as you breathe & love as long as you live.

Woke up at 5.30am just to give Jason morning call! That pig! At least it rang awhile, then he wake up le. Haha. Ok, my bio test marks dropped. 12.5/20 because of teacher marking error :( I will do it better next time. I want to ask you, Is this what you want? :(

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back from maple, tired! Finally done with my maths homework while playing maple with Jason._. So smart of me, my answers all correct :) Having gastric pain already, fuck pain! :( Headache is coming and tomorrow need to wake Jason up again, i'm soon going become his alarm clock! :@ I still got English and Geography homework, i'm extremely tired. Wanted to take a nap just now, but play maple with Jason till now, Panda eyes is going to become darker. Ciaos, going sleep le. Nightnight ^^

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Title : Tired.

Was texting with Jason whole morning, reply so fast! Spam my message only. Late for today again, two times in a row. Wow! I don't want three times in a row tomorrow. No more late, if not = detention. Did 2 questions for my maths homework yesterday, morning maths test, i know first page but not the second page, but after the test i went to do my 3rd question of the homework, it was like quite easy! And it's the question that my test ask on the second page :@ I should do the 3rd question yesterday night. Argh! If not, i sure got full marks for this test. And i forgot to take my maths textbook home! I haven't do finish my homework. :( Lastly, i passed my biology test, 13.5/20, even though it's not very good, but at least a pass :) Off to sleep, tired! Ciaos.

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Title : Ijustlovethewayyoucare.

I get the best feeling in the world when you say hi to me or even smile at me because I know for a second I crossed your mind.

Back from school, tired! Lucky last period i still can sleep, got tons of homework waiting for me, maths and art :( Maths question is like ... I don't even understand any. Stupid me! :@ Need to do exercise 1a , 5a and 5b :( So many parts, *faint* Brought so many books to school today, hardworking me! :D Having headache right now, :( My hair is so fresh right now, no more oily :) I love it ^^v, but the smell of the reborn treatment is still here :( I dislike the smell! Eeeeeeeeeeks. Do i really look weird with my bangs? :( Kelvin downloaded saw 7 and i watched a bit of it only, i want to watch with you! :( Seems like you have no time at all. You know what? I love the way you care eh :)

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Title : bangs.

We talked, we flirted, we liked each other, we never got together. You moved on, i moved on, but deep down i started to love you.

Yesterday went to Malaysia in the early morning, and eat bak kut teh, didn't manage to buy any tibits from Malaysia, without car, it's so troublesome! :@ Saw a lot shuaige(s) over there, haha! Still got one shuaige drive us to the bus interchange from wan soon, :D Went to wan soon, like the shoes over there so much and when i going to buy it, it was like don't have my size and it won't have any more stocks coming in. I like two shoe and that two shoe don't have my size or even the last one that put it outside :( I find one pink colour shoe fit me so much that it look cute on me :D Not being thickskin but it's the truth :/ Haven't go Malaysia with just my friends only, looking forward to it, wondering is it going to be fun? :) Back to Singapore at about 8pm. Tired! Went woodland shop for my jeans and went to eat seafood soup and my tiantian :D Look quite funny with my reborn and bangs. My dear don't like it! :( Even he haven't see it because he find that his class two girls with bangs look weird. -.- Kinda sad that he actually compare me with them. ZZ. Kept on repeating a song, finding it more and more meaningful. I want to watch who r u! When are you going to be free? :( Or you don't even intend to watch with me? :O

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Title : Off to malaysia,

Yesterday went to collect my passport then meet up Doris at somerset, before that i went to takashimaya to return the uniform, i got nothing to do with takashimaya anymore :) Headed to comcentre for the 3rd time of one to one exchange. At somerset MRT meet up with Doris's friend, and went for a walk around the 313 somerset. It was kinda boring. And then waited for Doris's friend's girlfriend like a silly over there and having a gastric pain. Waited till 6plus then we took MRT to city hall and we walked from city hall to bugis :@ It was like !! I was having gastric pain? -.- And suddenly craving for bean curd, went to the market but all stall all sold finish, eating my dinner like no appetite, zz. Still went iluma walk around before we bus home :( On the way home, all the while was standing, gastric pain was still there, i still thought i would be like last time faint half way, but now i'm strong, i didn't faint :D Yesterday gastric pain was really in the pain, i failed to do my situp for yesterday :( I was disappointed for some other reason :( Off to malaysia soon, ciaos. :)

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Title : Youmakemehappy.

^^ Thanks for everything! :) Study hard and do well in your exam :D Jiayou *@* !!

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Title : 4a3.

I admit, i really miss how things used to be. But i can also admit that I've accepted the fact that things changed.

I changed to 4a3, once again 4a3 -.- 2years of 4a3! The class already have 40students, add me and kelvin, it's like no space for us to sit?! Please don't separate us, :( I don't want to sit with anyone that i don't know, even there's some people i know in the class. But i find the class is abit too many people. Got some homework today, i'm tired! After woke up from my afternoon nap, totally feel no strength. My whole body seriously is aching badly! Painful. :( Can anyone send someone down to help me massage? :/ Except guys, -.- Painful until i got no strength to do my homework, how how how? :(

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Title : Jealousy.

Wow! Today i just ran for 4rounds around the hall without stopping. Great! Tomorrow going change class already, fuck! -'- Sibei shag! I think from tomorrow onward, i going to do at least 20 sit up with cross legs already, tummy is getting bigger and bigger -.-

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Title : Forget about it.

Hi, I'm sandy choo from 4a1 :) Haha! Mr joseph giri so funny today, thanks for making first lesson a interesting lesson to start our lesson. Enjoying my chocolate pocky right now :) I wants to watch saw as soon as possible, sounds exciting when kelvin ang said it :D Skipped 5 lessons today with kelvin ang :@ Having a bad ache all over my body, argh. Yes, going Malaysia this Saturday, but i have a CIP, maybe i'm not going :D

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Ooooooooooooooooops! Can't make it for Saturday :( Going on Sunday and that's my dad's birthday! Hai. Then Monday school start? -.- I'm now feeling so cold right now! Am I having slight fever? Abit hothot over my head and body. Tired! This few days keep walk under the rain, sobs. Bye :)

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Title : :(

I'm worried!

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Title : foundme?:)

Tears just flow down my cheeks when i saw the text, how great! Thanks for telling me that you don't like me. This is a reason that i can take 5tubes. Sounds fun, haven't try 5tubes before :) Hope i will just damage my brain and i know nothing, not anything. Even memories :) Off to buy, nothing much to hesitate. Later still need go see doctor for my weeks of sorethroat.

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weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeets, back to post :) I'm like so seh right now. having the 4th tubes today. Wooooooooots :) LOL. I'm just like having a fake smile on. I'm not happy at all. But why? Why if you really like your girlf, you still will like others? Why? :( I'm so so so so so so so so so sad. Maybe you will think i'm a attention seeker, but nvm. You want to think this way then so be it, zz. I very sad. :,( i miss you so much, i feel like meeting you, but nah, we can't. i guessed you don't want to see me too. I wish i can be so seh forever, everytime i just love the wrong person, :@

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Title : youwon'tknowhowifeel.

You know why? You don't know. I rather you say you dont like me than you like me, i rather you say you don't miss me at all than you miss me. You're like giving me hopes. But it's all fake hopes. Hopes that won't happen. My right chest was bleeding non-stop just now. It hurts! I guessed everyday i just had to take it.

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Title : Idontdeserveanybetter.

Back to post. This few days he's like a rat, haha! It sounds exciting! I don't know, i'm totally shag now, i think i should not have work and know you at work and then fall for you. Loving someone that love someone else is so miserable, i hate it, i'm going to make it a end soon. Maybe everything will be fine few days later. Tomorrow is my day, pg i'm coming :D