愛 ت,

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Title : Here is where I express my feeling,

It's not how long you stayed together that matters ... But how you loved each other even for the shortest time you spent together.

I miss you when I laugh and cry because you are the one who makes the laughter grow and the tears disappear. I miss you when something good happens because you are the one I want to share it with, I miss you when something troubles me because you are the one who understand me well.

I am in love with someone whom I shouldn't be in love with.

The worst thing you can do is let me fall in love when you doesn't intend to catch me fall and vice versa.

Sometime I wonder in the blink of an eye: Would you be willing to love me, would you give it a try?

It's not who you think is the right one ... It is the one who will fit in the missing piece of your heart.

My heart says that I love you with all my heart ... No if's, no but's and no conditions.

I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am when I'm with you.

How can I forget you when your always on my mind? How can I not want you when your all I want inside? How can I let you go when I can't see us apart? How can I not love you when you control my heart?

When I love someone it doesn't matter how many times I cry, how many hurting words I hear. What matter is how much I care and how long I am willing to sacrifice.

I'm still waiting for you ... I hope someday we will try to talk again, I missed you and will love you forever.

Sometimes people may ask me, 'Why? Why do you love him?' And the only answer I may be able to come up with is 'I don't know, I just do!'.

There's nothing more sadder in my life when I lose someone special and I know I can never replace that person in my life.

All day I push you out of my mind, but you still fill my dreams at night.

The saddest love is love someone to know that they still want you, but the circumstances don't let you have them.

I love you and I will tell you until you forget those things that hurt. I hate the things that hurt you and I wish I could take them away, I'll do it for sure '... but it cannot be done cause you won't let me do it ...'

I loved him so much, more than I could imagine I could love. Even if I have to wait a lifetime for him, I would. Our paths may be different now and our love is not possible. But I am willing to wait for the day when our path will cross again.

I don't know what you are up to, but I will find out sooner or later ... And for now, all I can do is just stay cool. Don't talk or ask ... just keep silent ... Hope my feeling for you won't change ...

If loving you is wrong, why does it feels so good? If loving you is a mistake, then I don't want to be right for our lifetime.

I look at you, you look at me. We smile, but you think we are just friends when I wish we were more than friends.

My heart whispers your name.

I just hope you understand me well enough.

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On 27th February, Gelene's phone.

GeleneOng,

King of mine, Thanks for your advices. I will keep all those useful advices in my mind. But for now, since I don't wanna be in relationship with anyone. I guess loving him is alright. Loving someone have no wrong right? I don't ask for much, not even ask him to be close to me like how we are in the past. I guess if it's time to let go, I'll definitely let it go. But for now, I just want to be one-sided, it's fine with me. If I said I love him and I can let it go so easily, it won't consider as love anymore. For what I need to do so many things just to hurt myself when I don't love him at all. If I said I can give up so easily, don't ever believe it, It was just a lied. A lied that I lied to you and myself.