Hi. Okay, I quit my work already, thnkkz to my health this few days. Okay, my christmas $104 flew away already. I got my course already, service skills tourism, my first choice. Okay! Hopefully Denise will be in the same course and lastly of course same class. I don't know if Johnathan will be in the same course not because his first choice was Business service, and that's what he said. I think it's the office one. Both of them need to wait till night then able to check, because one is outside and one is working D: Alright, now bf is cooking my fav curry noodle with vege and hotdog for me. HAHA. Shall enjoy my meal later. Byebye. :D



Okay, know what?? Yesterday I just found out something, and quarreled with bf. He actually don't care when I leave. How sad can this be. Had been crying for hours, feel so miserable. My bf actually don't care anymore. Because of my swollen eyes, I can't go for work today, and also. My stomach feeling so unwell. Diarrhea from yesterday till now my stomach still not okay yet. Do you know why I cried? You don't care anymore. Know my second time N level result was so badly done. And you still can't spare me a feeling. You should know the feeling, but you don't even care. You asked me, who's more important, but do you know when you ask that, my heart just broke into pieces. Do you know why I was so angry towards you? It's because you didn't tell me, and you still need me to ask you, you still lie in the first place. This means what you know, we don't have the trust. Every couple should have trust in the relationship to let the relationship goes on. I really wondering, if this continue, how long can we lasts? Few more days? Few more months? or... Yesterday night I really wish there's someone who will bring me for rounding. At least my stress won't follow me for long. Yesterday I gave it a thought, why am I so useless, why I still didn't manage to promote even it's the second try. I really wondering, this is only the N level. How silly can it be... I just disappoint my parents so extremely much. Hopefully I can have a new start in ITE. I got a feel for pastry and baking, I feel like making desert for my love one, see them eat and their smiles. And lastly, I saw moth in my room for the whole day, wondering is it my grandmother who came back? three more days to her birthday, miss her so extremely much. Alright, my stomach not feeling good now, ciaos.



Welcome myself first! It'd been so many months that I didn't post anything on blog. This time round, I'm gonna make it alive :D Okay, firstly, I failed again this time round. Second time of my N level, I still cannot make it, and I did it worse than the first time. How silly, how joke is that. Omg. But something I must say, this year is seriously harder than last year. Okay, this is the first time I cried because of my studies. Because I just wasted one year of my life, I did nothing, had been sleeping in class, didn't learn much this year, except Physic, but!! My biology dragged me down. I can't blame anyone but myself. So I must keep on going, don't give up! Every courses in Nitec I can take it. But just that I don't know what course I got interest in it. Anyway, Congrats everyone who got promoted to secondary 5.